you cant really..

a part of me hates you for making me feel so "bleh"
a part of me is crazy in love
i dont see you with a lot of girls
but when i do i have to admit i get a (teeny tiny bit) jealous because the fact is you talk to them.
i am in no right to say "OI DONT TALK TO HER" dude..i'm not crazy go talk to/ like whoever you want ( just wondering if this is mutual)
i cant control you, if i can that would make things so much easier, but i can't so yeah.
you gotta understand its so freaking hard to read your mind.
bye. sorry for being emo.
gtg study bm.
BM I SHALL FAIL YOU (I HOPE NOT)

saya sangat suka

you know what
can someone please get me this
http://mylipstuffmalaysia.blogspot.com/
i want either
coconut pie and / or mango and peach
if anyone is nice enough to do that i promise i will hug you!!!
(i somehow know this wont happen but nevermind)
if it does seriously i am going to *metaphorically snog your face! (well, not really lah..but yeah)
so okay
this blog post was a waste of your time, minta maaf yeah
i'm just day(night) dreaming.
bye. (seriously i just want them so bad)
p/s: i know, i know i have issues :/

a rant

hi
i am obsessed over lipschtuff
(lips stuff) okay?
i have no idea why.
im taking a break from studying :) hee
i have been "lovesick" (puteri calls it that) for yesterday and the day before that. you know like when you really like a person whom you never talk to and you suddenly miss him/her like crap. ITS LIKE CRAP, OKAY?!
sighs
okay moving on
i bought new shampoo?
eh, talking about shampoo
why is it called shampoo?
its like its SHAM the POO which sounds like something you shouldn't put on your hair. at all.



as you can see (quite clearly) i am obviously obsessed. i have issues. i scare me sometimes :/
and i recently "publicized" my blog on facebook
so if you're new here
HI!!!!!!!!
i hope i dont bore you to death. if you hate my blog then don't read it
my blog is really for me to rant on about my life on the computer, really i can't please everyone. life is THAT simple, seriously.
"the key to my heart is to smell good." :D

awwwwwwwwww

I saved all the links.

every link from every 12 letters I wrote.

I showed him my letters.

all 12 I had written.

he laughed.

I blushed.

he kissed me.

I smiled.


letters to crushes are soo very cute <3

I like your hugs. You give good hugs. You should give me hugs more often.



to a girl,

i dont know what it is, i dont know what to do. all i know is i want you.

— a boy


seriously effing cute man.

new interest

neon trees is very awesome. the girl plays the drums cool. i lyke her hair :D
i like neon trees as much as i love good charlotte now
YAY
:)
now i need to schtudy. blegh
bye. my favourite song by them is animal :)

something smells fishy

because the blog is rotting
hi there..im a stranger:D
anyway
i came back from kampung a while ago (i/e: 3 days ago)
i got stuff which proves that i can practically shop anywhere at all.
this trip also proves that i can live without facebook:) yay.
but i went online for a while using my aunt's laptop though. but i still made it a week without fb so whatever.
anyways
i have a lot of neighbours that i do not know of
and they have (cute) sons around my age (i/e: 0-3 years older) usually taller, and usually the eldest. and the one i saw today at this open house was a drummer. cool.
COOL MAN! drummer. whoa.
one tip: if i ignore you (guys) most likely its because i think you're cute. :D
anyway, you know i dont usually blog about guys much. or talk about them for that matter but izokay once in awhile. hehe :)
bye. need.study.agama.exam.two weeks.crap.

i kissed a

lipgloss and i liked it
its so pretty i bought it <3
and i just realized my eyesight is TERRIBLE
from 100 on both to 200:250
WADDECRAPP
i now know i might have to wear specs ALL the time
OR i just need to stop :
1) reading in the dark
2)straining my eyes
and start
1)eating truckloads of carrots
i dont want to get my eyes used to wearing spectacles (?) so i am going to have to keep my specs in my pocket the WHOLE time just in case i might have to read something (more like checking out some cute guy in a distance) OKAY kidding..but yeah. :)

excuse me i have some serious room-cleaning clothes-packing to do :)
esok nak pegi balik kampung ;)

XXX <3

need to

study
but im not. heh what a big, no, huge surprise
-__________-"
gimme a break it's a saturday :D
so i just discovered neon trees :D
and i love "animal"
its good
oh and i have a thing for retro hits
like madonna's la isla bonita and like a virgin
but im not that much into madonna.
im not that much into lady gaga but i like alejandro :D
why am i rambling about music? yeah, i dont know
o.o
i need to finish off homework
okay
bye
"I -HEART- YOU (i think)"

have you ever wondered

crap?
have you ever wondered crap?
yes i have a thousand times
like why blue is called blue
and the fact that we sleep on something called a "pillow"
pil-low
its a weird if you forget the meaning.
*sigh
i have loads of homework
but im blogging and fbing at 10 o'clock in the morning.
actually, im really collecting money in baking life :D
does this make me lifeless?
i dont think so because next week i wont be able to touch the computer
and so here i am wasting precious time on the internet :)
bye <3

ohmygod

i seriously feel like @#$%
im confused, happy, contented, sad, burdened
all in one
like UGH
why must you, really WHY?
she is a very confused little girl (not so little, maybe) at the moment. please leave a message. her heart might just decide to listen to her brain one day :/
oh and..



i want to be ther. so. badly.
oh and i realized my chair has "f*cker sits here" written on the back