toni&guy

it's a very gay title but believe it or not its a shampoo brand..i got a small bottle just to try it out..it was pretty expensive for a small bottle though.

anyway..
yeah apparently i am broke
i told myself to keep at least 50 bucks but now i only have like 12 hehehehehe.
i'm keeping that though.

so yeah i'm broke and i did trash my money like rebecca in CONFESSAHOLIC.(confessionsofashopaholic)
but at least i didnt go overbudget and my buys were not as expensive as hers..but i think i do need shopaholics anoynomous..if it exists. maybe i should set up one?

ok. moving on.

IM VERY HAPPY BECAUSE I GOT EVERYTHING I WANTED (and more) ON MY WISHLIST
but very sad it took up every single ent for me to do so. HAHHAHA

im very sadhappy right now it like ms. rainbowrain :/

i write crap. may i be forgiven. good day.

floral flowers and fruity fruits

so today i thought i woke up early
until i looked at the clock
"12:54 PM"
yeah brilliant..

ooh half an hour we'll be going to curve my uncle says
YAY -.-

anyway..
i missed breakfast because it was lunchtime, that's like the first time..ever.

lemondrops & gumdrops

i have this habit of tampering with other people's make up :/
like my aunt. SHE HAS TONS AND I'M LIKE A TODDLER IN A CANDY SHOP!!
so i have been trying on "samples" without permission.
i do feel guilty, but oh well :D
i used to/ still do that with my mom's hehehehe

it's a habit
since i was a baby -.-
I HAVE THIS WEIRD FASCINATION
IT'S LIKE A LOVEHATE THING

so now i have red lipstick on

i just watched 2 movies
taking a blog break before my 3rd one
confessions of a shopaholic is like my new favourite
i want to be like what's her name? oh yeah erm..rachel?oh rebecca bloomwood HAHAHAH
at least i was close(?)
yeah she's a journalist *loves
i wanna become a journalist
especially for a fashion magazine
or whatever
i just wanna look like those important people in movies who work in those newspaper agencies etc.

they look so...cool.
and the guy in the movie*drools
HE'S SO HOT XD

but i dont want to trash my money like she does
i want to trash my money but still keep some heheheheh :D

that's a bit hard.

anyway.
shopaholics anoynomous is a LOL
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA it's just a funny movie and quite ironic..in a good way
it's a very nice story..i need to read that book it seems nice :)

i have a habit or reading after watching the movie, which is bad and odd.

oh well
i will kiss my blogpost goodbye
and it's gonna be a bloody pretty kiss, kay, red and all.
so ciao
i donnoe what i just tyoed but yeah.

nails nails

okay so yesterday afternoon it was coral then that night i had the urge to ruin it by drawing "nail art" using red nail polish..it was ugly but i liked it
then this afternoon it's purple so now i have really dark purple nails
it was nice until i looked at the label-
RM 59.00
i was like "fak"
its not mine, its my aunt's and she knows i dig her nail stuff drawer.
she's got tons and tons :D
i'm not that good, but they're okay i guess HAHAHAH
so now i have 60 dollar nails. and i'm removing them in 4 days or so. how nice.

i discovered uncyclopedia..it makes you stupid, really, really stupid HAHAHAH
i curse alot during that time of the month. good to know huh?

i suck out your soul. beware

okay
i find myself very PMS-y today.
I FEEL LIKE BEING MEAN TO EVERYBODY
UFGH
okay when i do get my period i get really snappy.
-.-
pretend i never said that

anyway.
so i have painted nails right now.
theyre like coral orange <3

and i got new lipgloss
and necklaces and shoes
and jeggings and tops and a sweater
oh and a dress :D

k. i have problems. bye.
BUT I'M NOT BROKE. yet.

watevah

k. i suck.

friskers

isn't that like catfood?



anyway,
you know when i was in england, (embarassingly) i admit kay..i tried speaking like the people there..
ENGLISH ARE SO AWESOME (as in the people)
especially the way they speak
so basically i "practised" my british by saying "excuse me" as best as i can in the accent at Marks&Spencers

hahaahahaha

my uncle bought new sneakers with this iPhone app computer chip thing, whatever
so that he can track his distance when he runs
he is soooooooo lifeless- in a good way!

:D

rant about boys part two

i went through your pictures and i was like "FISH YOU"
i typed the real thing but i backspaced- kADUilwarehjsfbdkjfg- kay that was to release frustration

sometimes you know, i'm jealous of guys. i consider myself adventurous- I LOVE TRAVELLING
and i'm jealous of guys because THEY ARE FREEEEEE!

so you know how hard it is for girls to get permitted to go out WITH a friend
HOW HARD WOULD YOU THINK IT IS TO GO OUT ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE!!(im not sure if guys can go out alone but yeah when we go out with friends some of us- like yours truly, needs a chaperone) I EFFING HATE THAT!!

I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF - I THINK!

why must raping be invented in the first place :(


i reaally want to travel with a friend one day :/
LIKE GO AROUND THE WORLD!!! hehehehehe
but that's quite hard to achieve, sadly. I TELL YOU, IT'S SO SAD!!

okay i've been to places
but i wanna try to go on my own with a friend, but i dont bother asking my dad because i already know the answer
STUPID, STUPID, STUPID!!

that's why i envy you, mister.

HL MILK TO THE LEFT

so my cousin's a hairdresser
so i remember the day before raya
my whole (almost) family on my mom's side gathered at my grmmie's house in Sabah.

"we are gathered here tod-" yeah sorry, i just had to do that.

anyway
all my aunts got touchups by her
and todayyyyyyy i got a haircut by her BWAHAHAHAH
it's not short, it's just not as poofy as it was

I'M SO GLAD

oh and my foot got attacked by munchkins, today

and then in a house with my sabahan cousins and sabahan auntie and american uncle and a korean- looking baby cousin, you can pretty much imagine how we look like whne we go out together.

people might think we're all adopted or something HAHAHAHAH- no really.

and seriously if you come to this house, you get to learn new, very exotic swear words. HAHAHAHGAHGAHAGHA
LOL, no kidding hahah.

they sound funny, honestly.

-I AM NOT GONNA SAY ANYTHING, SORRY-

i just drank a glass of HL milk, which explains the title :D
well that and something else ;)

i have no clue how i'm going to survive the morning session
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE WAKING UP LATE AND SLEEPING IN LIKE IT'S HEAVEN!
so yeah i should stop waking up at 12 :/

k.

SO YOU'RE NICE TO TALK TO!
AND YOU DIDNT IGNORE ME
AND YOU KEPT THE CONVERSATION GOING
SO WHAT?
it's not gonna be that easy. i'm still over you.
i have a feeling you're gonna read this.. and somehow know it's you but nevermind..:)

AND I DONT CARE IF EVERY POST OF MINE HAS SOMETHING ABOUT YOU..DOES IT REALLY MATTER?

PURR

i found my hairbrush
but i lost my toothbrush
and yeah i felt the urge to blog about it..
not like it would help me but yeah. i did anyway.

i just hate you

i really hate untanglling headphones. =/

ZOMBIES EHEHEHEH

okay.
i am aware of all my typos in my post, sorry you'll just have to figure them out by yourself because i'm too lazy to correct them. meh.

i will only watch cooking shows to look at the way the people speak. it's really funny hahahha. seriously. that's the only reason why i watch cooking shows.

i feel so very lazy today. i woke up at 11 and i haven't even showered yet. meh. again.

i also lost my hairbrush and felt the need to blog about it.

hermes birkins, sorry random thought.
anyway.

i like zombies HHEHEHEHEH
bye.

why must boys be soo uggggh

stupid
WOI MAN UP LAH GO TALK TO THE GIRL YOU LIKE
SHE'S NOT WAITING FOREVER

YOU TELL ME YOU WAIT FOR HER TO TALK TO YOU HUH?!
dude.. youre the guuy right
talk to her or never talk at all

yeah i wish that was the case
but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
why must all my "crush stories" be so freaking complicated

it's like one day i'm daydreaming the other day im all frustrated
OH THE FRUSTRATION, I TELL YOU!!!!

-.-

you're like the worst and the best for me
because youre like soooooooooooooooo my type

but then you are so freaking NUMB and CLUELESS and DUMB i can go on and on if you want me to but sorry i have a movie waiting for me :/


oh well it was nice and all. sorry to say i'm over you not like you would even care in the first place! iish

BOSAN BETOL LAH BUDAK NI! GERAM NAK MAMPOS!
kthxbai

randomnify

25 random things about moi
(i'm doing it here, because i already have one on FB)

1)I LOVE HORROR MOVIES BUT I NEED TO HUG SOMETHING/SOMEONE[;)]IF NOT I WONT WATCH IT
2) i really, really ,really hate waiting, especially for a guy ( and i find it unfair because you made me wait so i would like you to feel the same way although i'm over you..heheheh)
3)AND BECAUSE OF THAT I REALLY DONT LIKE FALLING IN LOVE, AT ALL.
4)i would never make the first move, unless i just don't bother anymore :P
5)i like to eat nutella, you know like how people eat peanut butter on a spoon and you lick it,yeah i do that with nutella
6)i like lipglosses and such, i donnoe why
7)i think Mark Ronson is sooo cute :)
8)i wash my hair with dove(?)
9)i have this habit of yelling and causing drama when it's really unnecessary
10)i have acted as the dumb blonde- twice.
11)i have a fascination of paranormal stuff including cults, etc
12)my dream guy's ambition is to be an architect..i don't know why.
13)i'm complicated :P
14)i don't like pink. i like black :)
15)i like hoodies :D
16)i like boring, shy, introvert- like, lost but cute guys:/ i'm sorry if i just described you.
17)i like sugar :B
18)i wonder how's it like having balls. no seriously.
19)i can't live without my music
20)i have indeed cried because i had to wait :/
21)and i have cried myself to sleep before
22)AND I HAVE CRIED IN MY DREAMS, OKAY?
23)i was a totally different person when i was 12- that was my PMS year
24)i have a lot of guy friends (?)
25)i dont bother with my punctuation when i type i/e: capitalising of my i's and coma-tilizing of my dont's and isnt's and the such.

done.
i finished my nerds *sobs, sobs

last friday night we went streaking in the park, skinny-dipping in the dark then had a menage a trois
-TGIF katy perry :)
menage a trois (you don't wanna know what that means)
and i'm pretty sure you'd google it after you read that.
oh well whatever. THIS FRIDAY NIGHT, DO IT ALL AGAIN! :D

munchkins

she's keeping me company
she's a cat. by the way :D
today i helped my aunt put together a costume for a friend's birthday party :D
the theme is MOULIN ROUGE, BABY..
hahahaha
so we went to OU, and got a few stuff
i got hair pins :D
they're purple and glittery :/
fine not glittery just sparkly :)

my aunt was talking about being a stewardess
she says it used to be GLAMOUR
hahahaha
she says anuar zain used to be a steward, her colleague
and to puteri : yeah your aunt was her senior :D

and there's this stray dog near my (other) aunt's house
she (they) call her SASSY
and i was like why>
" just a name" she says
apparently some people call her roxy, and oh let's see
BEYATCH
-___________________-
apparently because she always gets pregnant -.-

erm. moving on.
my aunt's cools, kay hahahah

DONT YOU DARE!

it doesn't necessarily mean someone likes you if you start a convo with a person right?
well in this case..i "had" some before but not anymore
you're actually quite fun to talk to :D
i can't believe i'm doing this
ah well whatever
and so i've been on the computer the whole day sitting in the same place ( well, kindof)
my aunt said :if i put an egg where your ass is it will probably be hard-boiled"
i was like, really, aunty, really
LOL
she really said that btw
IM NOT KIDDING

anyway -.-"
okay recent correction
you're not paying attention to me much pfffffft
whatever
anyway :)
yeah

err
" come on over, valerie "
-valerie, amy winehouse

i.am.

im so bored...
no one to chat to
nothing to do- wait
OH YEAH FML.COM YOU SAVED ME FROM BOREDOM!
i'm out peeps :)

let's be friends, shall we?

i realise i blog mostly about how i feel
and because throughout the entire year, i had this gigantic, humongous, freaknormous crush on you, i blogged about you.
and now im blogging about how over i am with you and how much i could be lying to myself right now
HOWEVER
let's be friends...if i get the chance, i'm gonna say hello :D

i'm still obsessed over lipglosses/stuff btw
i can't..err explain it
its like hana and her shoes :/
my very obnoxious adorable baby cuzen just dragged my favourite sweater and then he gave it back to me and gave me a book (as an apology, i suppose?) ahahaha XD

he's way cuter than you :P

skin tight jeans

2010 was a good year
and because of all my worthless hopes and sugar-coated memories, i cried my self to sleep yesterday..:)
crying's good therapy ;P
so now i'm chilling on the bed in a room with
the tv on listening to teenage dream
eating m&m's
chatting with a friend :)
facebooking
aaaaaaaawesome saturday afternoon
OMG it's 1? :O
kay maybe i lost track of time (prolly cuz i woke up at 11?)
haha :)

lean a lil' bit closer, see roses really smell like ooh ooh ooo ooh :P
- roses, outkast

swedish.house.mafia

i wanna know your name lalala :D
my aunt's going out in a sparkly, gold minidress
i was like O.O
she says "bye syg, see you tomorrow, kay"
i was like "ookay?"
i wonder what she's up to..hahah XD
dont get me wrong here, okay?

so 2010 school life
what happened lets see

1) i made new friends, still am
2) i saw you, and probably fell in love ( for awhile)
3) i got my- uhh..nevermind, moving on
4) i got a new phone :DDDDDDDDDD
5) yeah i found a guy to have a crush on and got over him ( recently, okay i might be lying, i have no clue, really)
6) i found out new things about myself like i hate being forced, apprently i like punk rock, i dont like pink anymore and i have a tendecy to crush on guys i never talk to
oh and guess what? i'm complicated :)

oh and you had a nsaty fall didn't you
you know if people read this, they'd probably find out who exactl you are
IF YOU READ THIS IM SCREWED
no actually make that my whole blog :P
my cousin's playing hide and seek with my baby cousin. how hillarious -.-

i feel like breaking down and crying
maybe i should spend my friday night doing that.. kay then

oh dukacitanya

your eyes, i'm over it
your lies, i'm over it and i realise
i'm over it, i'm over it, i'm over

yeah that says it all
i dont like you anymore
even if i do i just dont give a shhhh-rooms
whatever

it was fun while this(nothing) lasted
time to say bye and say hi to someone else
im just sick of it...ufgh
okay
i dont know how i'll feel tomorrow/ next week/ next month/ next year
we'll see
:)

"i'm addicted to you, my ,my addiction, addiction, yeah"
-says cassie

btw black is your colour
SEE HOW UNPREDICTABLE THIS IS- IT FREAKS ME OUT!!
if you ask me if i still feel the same way as i did before
i'd be all like *shrugs "i dont know"
BECAUSE I DONT! it's hard to tell how i feel..
i'm complicated
i can't figure myself out
blergh

this is...sooooo ANNOYENGH!!
i hate crushing on guys i never talk to..THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS!

friday, i shall survive you!!

ljakjlks

and so that's my title
:D
so today was pretty up and down for me
:/
but nevermind..
anyway
yeah..err
i learned something new about myself
i dont like being forced into something
who does, right?
but i'm like the most relentless horse in the "you cant bring the horse to the water" or something like that..
is relentless the right word?
i dont know
i can never spell psychic ...
oh did i just spell it?

almond frosting chocolate icing

erm..i got pretty bad for science..its just never my strongest subject hehee
HOW THE FRIGGING HELL COULD I HAVE MESSED UP MONOCULAR AND STEREOSCOPIC LIKE OHMYGOSH I WAS SO FRIGGING CLUELESS ><
=.=
sorry..
anyway whatever position i get in class- is whatever position that will be just gotta accept
nevermind i'll mash up my competition next year..don't worry
YOU WILL NEVER WIN ALL THE TIME..truE? no..?i will prove that
i know i can't though..-I . JUST. DID.
but agama was great..so that was icing on the cake (more like shit?)
OKAY
i got hooked on anime...
=yay
i'm eating almond
=oh hoorah
i washed my hair
=well let's celebrate
i was being sarcastic
= well, then...
i feel like sleeping
=HAHA!! WHAT A JOKE-i feel like drinking 8 mugs of espresso and stay up the whole night
*sigh i'm such a dreamer..
WOKAY..

day one :D

it's basically day one of my one month stay at my aunt's house
and i have already bought three t-shirts
it was like a 3 in 1 giveaway kind of crap, you know?
hahaha
oh and i was on facebook the whole day
on this laptop right here
it's not on my lap now, though..:D
and today is weird, to say the least
IT'S JUST PLAIN WEIRD
byees

parentless

hi..i'm at my aunt's house..
will stay here for a month
i dont know what to do here.. help

YOU ACKNOWLEDGED MY BIRTHDAY WISH OMG
oh and yeah..i hope you dont read my blog..please.
but it would be nice if you do, no wait
DOES ANYONE AT ALL READ MY BLOG..LIKE AT ALL?!
homo-sapiens..thall you read this crap?
:)
kay bye.

i had a dream

i abandoned my blog- o no wait..that was for real
SORREH
my network was down so now im just using a modem with the wires and stuff on my mom's laptop
it's on my lap -how ironic
anyways..what happened let's see
exams- they're over thank God..
i'm chillin now although there's like 6 people in front of me in the competition..hey..it's not over yet
i can beat them ( sorry, i just don't enjoy losing) just not now obviously..it's over right
YAYA
okay
then there was you..
which i hate
everything about it
your smirk, smile whatever
i just hate it
but at the same time i can't seem to be bothered to think about how i feel about you anymore
(obviously not over you- 0% progress at that so far)
and then today i had guests
my mom's friends since college
i'd like to have friends like that, keeping in touch until you go separate ways, have families etc
that would be nice right
:D
oh and apparently my dad set up a year in which he wants me to get married
erm 35
-____________-
you need to understand this -it's not serious okay?
i'll probably rebel and get married when im 22 ;)
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA
so basically their conversation ( my mom's friends) was revolving around lizard poop and catsand very interesting stuff about religion
i'm not THAT super duper religious, but i have faith, i guess..no wait im pretty sure about that...
okay and then..
yeah i guess that's it

"so i've got a question, do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?"