peach :)

im currently into watching anime now
which is a BAD, BAD time to get hooked on this...
but that's okay
i'll watch it on study breaks
i need study breaks..
i cant remember if i dont ctaegorize everything i read
wait for the info(?) to set(?)in my brain (?)
HAHAH XD
any other cute anime love stories you know of?

i should stop taking breaks

okay..last one :D

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:)

haha yeah right

10 If you like him, just tell him
i got that off a website
apparently its one of the things "guys wish girls would know"
ehem*
i WOULD NEVER in my life tell a guy i like him
i'm shy like that
i dont find myself shy around the guy im crushing on
but starting a conversation HAHAHAHAHAHA XD ...no way..
that's just saying hi- not even telling him i think about him all day (i don't- kay, i'm lying)
you gotta understand
i have no clue who my crush is never talked to him, or whatever
icknow it's weird but it was what i would call a " cupid struck an arrow moment"
that's why i hate cupid...he's stupid..that rhymes

i really want to get three quarter jeans, a hoodie and a pair of converse flats you know like this :




<3
AND AND



:D

and not to mention




sorry i just totally ran over my topic
k thanks bai

hungryfying

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haha
i like going to the circus. i miss the royal london circus when i was 8...
i went on a weekday night ;) i was a rebellious 8 year old :O
well let's just say that lion needed to relieve itself(?) and yeah
poor, poor lady sitting in the front...
*shivers

chillin'

i got my lip stuff today
yay
and how sweet of the girl (brea? i suppose thats her name) or whoever to put a hand-written message saying "freebie, thanks:D" on the receipt. i only bought one
but i got one free
how seriously sweet
plus the message was hand-written awww
i just find it sweet
and i dont even know her/ him
so whoever it is
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU I APPRECIATE IT :D

and i havent even started, like really started studying for the weekend
i studied but very, very, very, verrrrrry little...
okay thanks bai

oh my godd

okay i gave my blog a little makeover which consumed about
ALL of my studying time
i'm going to regret this, i just know it..

I CAN'T STOP :O

Today in math class I was practically crying into my AP Statistics textbook because I don't understand what a residual is or how to use my big dumb calculator or how to state the slope of a scatter-plot. And you, the tall blond who sits in the middle of the room, three columns over and 1 row behind, got up and pulled up a chair next to me. You showed me how to do the homework, you told me "It was all a matter of perspective", and you asked me to homecoming.

I'm never going to dread Stats class again. :)






this is just so frigging adorable... i know three consecutive posts gee-sh
shouldn't i be studying..

wait

whose tok gajah again?
i really need to reread sejarah
hrm maybe later hahaha XD
oh and if you wanna be an architect i swear i am going to fall in love with you all over again...

bitch post

okay this isn't really a bitch post
but YOU
if YOU read my blog i just want YOU to know that
i hate cupid. like seriously if he was real i would throw him into a volcano and watch him suffer MUAHAHAHAHAHA XD i am so sadistic(?)
I have this thing for YOU and it keeps on coming back
EVEN if YOU have an ugly haircut or actually UGLY i dont know what's wromg with me
I WOULD LOVE to just forget about YOU and think that YOU are ugly for myself but
do YOU understand that it's so buh-loo-dy frustrating crushing on a dude for a year? it's normal for most people but i have personally never waited that long for a guy the feeling would usually fade by now but with YOU that's sadly not the case
WHY MUST YOU BE SO SPECIAL, ITS WEIRD I DONT UNDERSTAND IT
a week ago i thought i was over you
now i think im almost liking YOU again
ISH TALK ABOUT ANNOYING!
ufgh

ruy de araujo ditangkap (?)
FORM 1 SEJARAH ><

see now i think i'm over you again, okay don't believe ME i could be lying to myself :/

i just can't

come here anymore :'(
for tomorrow lah
because im kinda beez-zzie
haiz today was no accomplishment felt like i've been wasting a lot of time how very unproductive
something about me just really hates unproductive days and high school musical
is it just me or is it just fake :/ i watched a bit and got disgusted at how fake Gabriella's laugh sounds like, sorry van hudge, i just dont like Gabriella, i have nothing against her its just...her laugh :/
oh and

dear cupid,
kill yourself
love ainaa <3

anyway

LALALA ;D

erm bolivia, nigeria, indonesia and tanah melayu signed perjanjian peraturan bijih timah(?)- oh no perjanjian bijih timah a/bangsa hehe i cheated :(
in 1931 :D

sejarah kills the brain
though its my favourite subject but i just. hate. "malaysian" sejarah...
i mean its history
i would like to learn about something historical (i/e WWII)
NOT
a guidebook on everything you need to know about tin and rubber
i think the country's history can be interesting, but our history is just so over-rated
please..tell me how historical that is and how i could benefit from knowing a guy called Tok Gajah
enlighten me, no really.
if i go overseas and someone asks me "oh tell me about your country's history"
shall i say
" in the history textbooks apparently we hate the British and there was a guy called Tok Gajah, ever heard of him?"

wouldn't it be ironic if that person IS British?

what happened to sleep :( ?

what i love

about letters to crushes is that its totally anonymous, no names, or emails or whatever
just the time and date you submitted it
i wrote one and it was cool :D
i got 19 hearts ;)
well i can put this on my blog right
no one's going to know which one is mine anyway.
hehehe
im on nerd break :P
byee :)

information

overload
its like i haven't even studied that much
but i feel like my brain is going to burst if i dont stop
but the thing is i never started :/
i actually submitted a letter to crushes
and its exactly how i feel
am i in love o.o?
i certainly hope not :/

okay SBUB and sabah
and then there's blah blah blah

easy

am i? because if someguy comes up to me with a pick up line
there would be a 20% chance i would fall for him :/ or rather a 60% chance i would blush, at least, if i do blushlah. i'm not sure if i am able to blush :/ you can try..haha XD

some of them are really cute :D

BOY:Are you tired?
GIRL:Why?
BOY:Because you've been running through my mind all day.

or

Guy: Miss, do have a bandaid?
Girl: Yes, why?
Guy: Because I scraped my knees when I fell for you!


HAHAHA XD
okay back to studying.

whadup

with guys and futsal?
i think the ball is supposed to be played on grass? not cement. right?
that's just like cheating.
in my dad's opinion.
i personally think futsal is a ciplak version of the real game :D
i should shut my mouth because i never played before and so i shall:D
but what's said/typed is typed/said :D
:D:D:D
i need to study
and THERES SO MANY FREAKING THINGS TO STUDY LIKE WADAHECK!!
okay bye
HELLO THE END IS NEAR, HELLO WHY ARE WE STILL STANDING HERE
the dark side of the sun blah blah lalala :D

let it go :D

HELLO THE END IS NEAR
that's from a song (and the end is near...EXAMS!)
if you're my facebook friend, i know i only have 80-something friends
i'm just lazy to add people
and approve friend requests...
i dont add people much, especially guys
so if i added you, you might be speshul :D
well, yeah but that depends.
anyways
i am posting emo statuses because i feel emo so yeah :)
anyway- again
my room is like a freaking vegetable market :P
and i am screwed because i havent even finished studying a subject and exams are in another 2 weeks
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
and i have to read like EVERYTHING for 3 subjects EVERYTHING in two weeks ?
hahahaha- that's really all i can say
it's not very happy "hahaha" its more like "hahaha- my life is ruined"
i should sleep now
gotta wake up early
i'm planning to study hardcore tomorrow -a lot to catch up
NERDS UNITE!
byeee
and yeah its probably 23% left.

tried to take me out

to dinner, i canceled it
:D
hello
i have to study but before that


HE IS H.O.T
and he's good at playing girl roles :)
i have been drinking a lot of carrot + orange juice to improve my eyesight..


ITS WORKING. IS IT WORKING?! i'm not sure :/
so here's what i did while i was at penang:
1) eat
2) eat somemore
3) i had a mani pedi (my mom likes those, so she treated me to one YAY, and it was fun)

so basically in penang you find the best roti canai and nasi kandar THEY ARE AWESOME!
i love i love i loveeeeee
sedap gile!!!!!
OKAY
i shall go schtudy :D

P.E.N.A.N.G.

okay so since 3 or 4 years ago i haven't been "balik kampung"-ing in Penang. i spent some of my childhood there sebab thats like my kampung on my dad's side.
i blog like rojak, i'm well aware of that.
anyway
tomorrow i might be going there
and basically im going to (try my best to) study during the journey and play at the beach, if i can
ONE THING I LOVE ABOUT PENANG IS THE BEACH
Oh God the beach the beach, *sighs
i freaking love you, beach
I KNOW HOW THAT SOUNDS LIKE, btw

my father is a very adventurous, carefree, young-spirited person
when he tarvels he brings me, if he can
so with him i've been out of country a bit
and it was fun, touring on our own
exploring by ourselves...
like in Paris, we got lost and had to find the way back to the hotel- twice
IT WAS A DREAM, PARIS WAS EFFING GORGEOUS
i <3 paris love it love it
but if only there were beaches it would be the place i'd like to be in 24/7
IT WAS FUN, IT WAS FUN

back to reality
EXAMS urfgh
i need to study. soon. now.
toodles HAHAH XD

facebook and mascaras

is dead for now
i killed my account for the sake of studying, i know i'm a nerd. okay ?! I AM A NERD.

anyway...
i deactivated it so you wont be seeing me for awhile
maybe in another 2 days (kidding, i can live without facebook, kay?)

i bought mascara. god knows why- even i dont know why i invested in some make up. but i admit it, i enjoy being a girl and make up in my 14 year old mind is fun
but i hate it- as in i hate, hate it sometimes
its eeky if done wrong
but i like it in some ways
DO YOU GET ME HERE?
i mean im not THAT girly "girly" but i am a girl, right?!

stuff that are not too girly (but not boyish at the same time)about me (dont waste your time reading this, i beg of you)
pink is not my favourite colour, i really like white, and cherry
i dont like mini skirts, i hate them and i dont like glitter, in some cases i do but not ALL the time
i dont care about my weight, some people come up to me and say " you shouldn't diet" i'm like ALWAYS misunderstood
I DONT DIET, OKAY?! i eat like a whatever, i eat what i want to, i dont care about calories etm (etm means and shit :D)
i'm a computer geek ( i love my computer)
i dont like bubblegum pop, ew. i actually like rock (not metal rock, ouch but not soft rock either-that's just..gay) like neon trees, good charlotte, bon jovi (its good)
i like videogames :D i want to get an xbox and try playing god of war- i dont know what that is but yeah i wanna try!
im a lazy ass
CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO SKATEBOARD?!
i like outdoor activities but not sports you know like flying fox, sky diving (never tried that one though)ROLLERCOASTERS, HAUNTED HOUSES (but i need someone to hug)

HOWEVER

i love like seriously love flowers
i enjoy self maintenance, not too much lah
i love hearts and polka dots
i dont understand boys
i like shopping :)
which concludes this post- a very long one :D

i could not believe

i lost my toothbrush yesterday night
and guess what?
i found it or rather saw it after i already used a new one ><
guess where i found it? in a place i've checked, twice...
damn...

dear mom
there are other reasons why i lock the door
maybe because im changing, or rather you just don't know the door is there for you to knock before you enter
oh i hear you say "IDOKNOCKTHEDOORBEFOREIENTER"
two quick knocks and an entry does not count
i mean knocking, i say yes, come in -then you enter...
not knock knock, enter okay? that doesn't count
and em..gee ma ever heard of PMS when a girl decides to be miserable for two or three days and lock herself in the room and waste the day away lying hopelessly on the floor listening to rock songs and going on the computer every second (I'm exaggerating, BTW)
AND NO, IT'S NOT BECAUSE I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!

from
your daughter
luv yah :D

confusion, illusions

song: not bad, quite likeable, but boring.
dancer: oh my god he is awesomd
:D
yesterday my father got kantoi-ed
went to an open hse (reunion thing)and his college friends were there
when he said no he doesn't smoke the friend was like "wah, kau dah bertaubat eh"
HAHAH XD he used to lie to me about smoking.
now i know. kantoi. lol.
my daddy was a bad boy tsk tsk tk
in all of this i realised my mom likes bad boys :/ could i have inherited some of that, i wonder.
okay..
i hate waiting hope you know that
im probably moving on now. no more hoping / thinking about how i feel. because i dont know how exactly i feel about you anymore, sorry.
which concludes this post. cute drummer guy..pfft.